let's see. how should i start..
usually when it comes to blogging, i always have a hard time starting it off, which kind of explains the lack of updates. i'll have many things in my mind which i plan on writing but somehow, when i enter blogger, my mind goes blank. but just like all the other times, once i manage to get through that starting hurdle, the words will just smoothly flow out.
alright, now that i managed to get past that hurdle, let me just start off by saying a little something about my recent entries. somehow, i do not know why, but the general reactions i got were that people were kind of freaked out by the entries. i just don't understand. when i sent a letter to my female friend, my male friend was like "
wah, you good ah. send to girls only ah..." and now when i do a little something for my guy friends, i'm gay. alright man! 3 cheers for lose-lose situations!
haha. just kidding. honestly speaking right, if you see the whole situation right: here we have a good-looking, let me emphasize on that again,
good-looking guy, who has never been in a relationship with a girl, posting such entries to other guys on valentines day. oh my. that's really disturbing. and i feel equally disturbed just typing that.
and for the final time, let me say this: i'm not into hotdogs.
will not be talking about this issue
anytime soon ever. i'm tired of repeating and i bet you guys are equally tired of reading the same thing over and over again.
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past few days have been surreal. it was like before Chinese New Year, my mind was just all about how scarily close exams were. but when CNY came, it was like i was living in a totally different world. i totally forgot about school and exams (i bet most of you also felt this way). but now that the whole CNY feeling has faded off, the whole exams stress is returning. it's just like how alcohol can make you forget your worries but once the effect has died down, you realize that your problems are still there.
CNY was alright. and i realize i'm not much of a festival person. or a gambling person for that matter. i think i follow my mother's trait: we don't have that
killing intent. which, in other words, means i suck when it comes to games which require one to do whatever it takes to win. which, in other words, also means i lost quite badly. the only time i
won lost less was when this other guy screwed up and had to pay us all. felt so bad when he had to pay us all. oh well, i guess that's what gambling is all about. when it concerns money, friendship takes a backseat.
i guess some people are alright with that. but i'm not one such person. so i think unless i'm really required to, doubt i'll be gambling on mahjong anytime soon (well, maybe that's also because my friend has said she's willing to teach me all about mahjong after my exams. hoho!)
guess i'll be ending this entry here. there's still some other stuff i want to blog about but i'll leave them for another time. if all goes well, the next entry should be about everyone's favorite topic: relationships!
till next time~*
(i wish you were here with us. at times i wish nothing happened. it has really been a long time since i last saw you. i think it has almost been half a year since i last saw your face. i hope you're doing fine. i know i'm all grown up now but i miss you. i really do. will always love you no matter what..)
